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A CRUSHING GOODBYE

At 9:30 last night I had to make one of the most painful and difficult decisions ever. And today, I'm feeling so lost, quite empty and crushed by the weight of that decision.

My dog Bam-Bam is gone. Forever. And it was totally unexpected.
I've never loved an animal like I love him. He loved me unconditionally, was a great friend and the best keeper of secrets. Smart too. I miss him so much it hurts.

I've had cats throughout my life, but Bam was my first dog. Sought out by me, chosen by me, and whole-heartedly loved by me. I know time and many wonderful memories of this great dog will help me and my family in our grief. He will forever hold a special place in my heart.

Good boy, Bam. Good boy.

11/9/2000 - 5/17/2009

Thank you so much to everyone for giving us comfort with your kind words and thoughts. Our family and close circle of friends always teased me because of the way I treat my dogs, my children with 4 legs. I knew we weren't alone in how much we love our pets. And with so many responses to my blog, well, I know we pet lovers are some big-hearted people.

Thank you again from the bottom of my heart.

April

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Comment by Erica Abbott on May 18, 2009 at 19:43: April, there's nothing more to say than what has already been said, but I, too, truly feel for you. Some of the happiest memories I have in my lifetime include my puppies, and that's all we can think about; the happy times and the ways I'm sure your Bam-Bam brought you and your family closer!

Comment by Quyen on May 18, 2009 at 19:05: OMGosh, April, soooo sorry for the loss of your Bam-Bam. I've lost three dogs already in my lifetime, and it never gets any easier. They become such a big part of the family, these buggers. But the sweet memories of them do bring a smile to our face and warmth to our hearts. *gentle hugs to you and your family*

Comment by Patricia Babits on May 18, 2009 at 17:32: Aww, he was sooo cute! I'm really sorry.
My Betty dog just got diagnosed with bone cancer and only has a little time left. She's been here since before either of my kids.

Comment by Nina Colavolpe-Leone on May 18, 2009 at 16:39: People who have never loved a pet often do not understand how much a part of you they become.

My condolences.

Comment by Kyung on May 18, 2009 at 16:05: I'm so sorry to hear about your dog.

Comment by Kelli Combs (admin) on May 18, 2009 at 15:51: I am so sorry April :(
I know how you feel, animals become a part of our families and it is very hard and painful to say goodbye to them.
This blog touched me deeply.

RIP Bam.